The Canvas Grey

I want to seek and I shall find, that which will give me peace of mind.

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The Waiting Game

Posted by thecanvasgrey on June 28, 2008

I need some freedom from this unknown (ripping hair out of head).   Our job situation and where we will land.

 

Patience is a virtue and I’m showing my lack there of lately.  Ever been there, done that? 

Patience builds perseverance….hang in there!  It is NOT panic time yet!!!  It takes time for God to work things out sometimes for better than we imagined.    

 

Okay, I have my moments.  ha  This one has passed.  Thanks for listening, understanding because we’ve all been there and done that!   :-)

 

It really does take time to get things set up…God has to move mountains AND people too! ha  

 

Have a great weekend. 

 

Love & Peace

 

 

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Gratitude

Posted by thecanvasgrey on June 23, 2008

Can we ever thank them enough?

 
Soldiers prayer
 

 

http://www.gratitudecampaign.org/shortmovie.php  

 

Just say THANKS!

 

Thanks for sharing with us Renee!

photo by Kylej63

 

 

 

 

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Have you snorted lately?

Posted by thecanvasgrey on June 11, 2008

 Click here to snort.

 

Okay, maybe you didn’t snort….but did you crack one? 

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Instincts

Posted by thecanvasgrey on May 20, 2008

photo by bonnieanddan

 

AND NOW…FOR SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT!

It puzzles me that so many great minds of the last century (and many now) think we can decode the cosmos and laws of nature.  They seem to think, if it can’t be defined by physics or the “sciences” then by jingies it just CAN’T be.  NOOOO, we sure can’t disect those touchie, feelie things.  We’ve got to hold those things back with a ten foot pole because that can’t possibly be where our evolution is taking us. 

***LONG PAUSE***  ;-)

Such smart, unopened minds that won’t allow room for God, spirit or being “in tune” with one another…call me a flake, I think they aren’t as smart as they think they are!  We are connected by God, instincts, our souls, mystical awareness or what ever one would call it.  I believe it is real and can be found by anyone seeking to connect.  After all we still except the deep rooted, “fight or flight” instinct, few would dispute we have survival instincts, however many doubt and nullify our spirit, unconditional love, telepathy or psychic ability altogether.  

It is as if we all must first experience something to believe or fully understand. 

Learning to have faith, learning to trust God and our “instincts” and the patience to withstand the wait of when we get to know the answers takes real faith.  To me, real faith means doing something that you believe God wants you to do or you are supposed to do even when you are scared, tired, lazy, depressed, lack funds, are doubtful,  are distracted, afraid it looks/sounds strange to others, worried about how others judge you, when it is difficult.

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Hope you all know I write these for myself, sorry to be so selfish but I’m sharing hoping it will help you.  Many times this is how God “talks” to me.  Even if I can’t understand it right now, maybe I will when He needs me to do so. 

Note to blogger buddies:  I ask you to say a prayer for my Dad.  I know you will so thanks.   Several things are pressing down hard and my time is little of late.  I’ll check in as I can with you all and hope to be back to finish our Difference story soon.  Peace and love from me to you, Debi

 

photo by bonnieanddan

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Thinking Free

Posted by thecanvasgrey on May 14, 2008

I come from a family of free thinkers.  When we come together we express ourselves when we agree on something and when we don’t.  Sometimes our discussions lead to heated, passionate philosophical debates which become uncomfortable to some observers.  After the dust settles we still love and respect one another, at least from my point of view, and we still have hearty appetites at dinner. 

If pushed I lean to the “political right” in most eyes but my spirit cries out for truth in whatever form it comes.  I find truth in many of the writings of Leonard Pitts, Jr., writer, Pulitzer Prize winner and columnist for the Miami Herald.  One of his recent columns really struck a cord with me and is worth the read (titled UNIFORMITY KILLS FREEDOM). 

I dedicate this post to a wonderful, passionate woman, whom I admire for her ” sassy politically incorrect” posts and her constant push for us to think:  Angie

http://www.miamiherald.com/living/columnists/leonard_pitts/story/523915.html

PS Mom and Dad, THANK YOU!

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God

Posted by thecanvasgrey on May 5, 2008

Thank you!

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Miracles of Miracles, NO ONE DIED!

Posted by thecanvasgrey on April 30, 2008

Rescuers amazed that 6 twisters caused no deaths in Va.

SUFFOLK, Va. (AP) — It was a scene of haphazard destruction that stretched for 25 miles: Row upon row of homes reduced to sprays of splintered lumber, shopping centers stripped to bare metal, parking lots turned into junk yards.

And yet no one died.

“The only thing I can say is we were watched over and blessed,” Fire Chief Mark Outlaw said.

As residents and rescuers returned Tuesday to survey the wreckage from six tornadoes, they were amazed by both the scope of the damage and their good fortune. Even among the 200 people who were injured, most suffered only cuts and scrapes.

Authorities said people in the storm’s path had plenty of warning and were fortunate that the strongest of the twisters struck in the late afternoon, rather than at night, when most residents would have been sleeping.

The extra few minutes provided enough time for people to huddle in bathrooms or crouch in the back of stores as the tornado zigzagged for 10 miles. The twister, along with the storm that spawned it, left a 25-mile swath of damage across central and southeast Virginia.

Gov. Timothy M. Kaine, who declared a state of emergency in the hardest-hit areas, said about 145 homes were severely damaged in Suffolk, a city of 80,000 people west of Norfolk. Most of the injured had been released from hospitals.

“It is kind of amazing there weren’t more significant injuries,” Kaine said on WTOP radio in Washington, D.C. “You are talking about 145 homes; that is probably five to six hundred people directly affected by this tornado.”

As he toured damaged neighborhoods later, Kaine said the number of people hurt or killed would have been much higher had the tornado struck a few hours later.

“There’s definitely a miraculous quality to this,” he told reporters.

At least three people were hospitalized in fair condition as of Tuesday evening, said Dana Woodson, spokeswoman for the city of Suffolk.

The tornado that hit Suffolk touched down repeatedly between 4:30 and 5 p.m. Monday, when many people were still at work or on their way home.

Brenda Williams, 43, had been getting a manicure at a nail shop in a strip mall when the lights went out and she saw debris flying in the wind around the parking lot. She rushed to the back of the shop for safety, but the ceiling collapsed, burying her.

She wasn’t sure how long she was trapped.

She prayed, then hollered when she heard footsteps. A stranger pulled her out.

“I’m not lucky, I’m blessed,” said Williams, who had a 2-inch gash stitched above her left eyebrow and stitches on her right forearm. “I’m fine. I’m here. I’m in the land of the living.”

On Tuesday, she went back to the shopping center to retrieve possessions from her car, which was flipped on its roof in the parking lot. Other cars and SUVs were strewn about, some stacked on top of others.

The high winds had tossed two smashed cars inside the shopping center, which had been stripped of its facing, leaving its steel skeleton exposed. Wiring and bits of insulation hung from metal beams. Shattered glass covered the carpeting, which was soaked from the heavy rains. A lone black hiking boot lay in a parking spot.

Inside a military recruiting center at the strip mall, a phone remained in place on a desk, its cord ripped out of a wall that no longer exists.

Naomi Britt, who cares for an 87-year-old woman, was at the woman’s home in a Suffolk subdivision when she heard what she thought was an 18-wheeler.

“I grabbed her by the hand and said, ‘Let’s go,’” said Britt, 60.

She led the woman into a bathroom just as the lights failed.

“I got down as far as I could and we just held hands and prayed,” she said.

After the roar had quieted and the house had stopped quaking, Britt opened the door to find rubble around her. Nothing remained of a neighbor’s house but a cinderblock foundation.

“If we hadn’t been in that tub, we could have been sucked out of that attic and out of that roof, and we’d be gone,” said Britt, who was at the nondenominational Open Door Church, where out-of-state relief workers were being fed and sheltered.

The National Weather Service confirmed that tornadoes also hit Brunswick County, about 60 miles west, and Colonial Heights, about 60 miles northwest. Three other twisters hit in Isle of Wight and Surry counties, and along the line separating Gloucester and Mathews counties, all in southeast Virginia. The other tornadoes caused far less damage than the twister that ravaged Suffolk.

In Suffolk, some roads remained blocked Tuesday, and it was not clear when residents and business owners would be allowed to return to damaged neighborhoods. Emergency workers with search dogs combed through rubble while inspectors assessed the damage.

The Rev. Tony Peak said the storm’s timing spared the city more heartbreak.

“Most people were at work. There were homes out there flattened like a bulldozer had run over them. But nobody was in them.”

Retirees Joe and Ruth Silberholz jumped into a closet and slammed the door behind them as they heard the storm arrive. They emerged to find their home damaged but standing.

Their neighbors were not so lucky. The couple found a woman and her 3-year-old grandchild had been blown out of a sunroom in their house, landing 30 feet away. The woman was at the edge of a small lake, the child in its shallows.

“The house must have just exploded,” Ruth Silberholz said.

The little girl was covered with blood from a cut but appeared otherwise fine. She and her grandmother had bumps and bruises.

Jon Fisher and his wife lined up with about 30 other people at the entrance to their neighborhood Tuesday, waiting for police to escort them back to their homes to retrieve pets. They said they were told they would have to leave again and not be able to take anything else with them.

“We have no idea what’s going to happen next,” Fisher said. “We don’t know anything at all. We don’t know how badly the house is damaged. We don’t know where we’re going to stay, where we’re going to live, when the kids can go back to school.”

Tom Becker was in Atlantic City gambling when his grown daughter called and told him his neighborhood had been devastated by a tornado. Becker rushed home Tuesday and found bare concrete slabs where neighbors’ houses had been.

Becker’s house was barely standing, and he looked wistfully inside at family portraits still hanging a wall.

“I just want to get in there and get the things that are important to me,” he said, choking back emotion. “I know now that it’s gone.”

Associated Press writers Bob Lewis in Suffolk and Larry O’Dell and Michael Felberbaum in Richmond contributed to this report.

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Living with a Difference - Sequence I

Posted by thecanvasgrey on April 30, 2008

I invite you to read about our journey and learning experiences in hopes that it will help you or loved ones find themselves in similar situations.  I hope and pray that you find comfort, peace and the positive aspects that Living with a Difference intends.  I hope you I can tickle your funny bone along the way too!

I’ll be making the individual posts and then copy them here for the sake of continuity

Posting this for our love of God, standing in faith, praying this reaches those that need and seek His love and peace.

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Sometimes it is hard to know where to begin, so why not begin with the beginning! 

 

The cast of characters:  My husband is Hungry Hubby, Big Boy is my oldest son, Young Son is yep and me, I’m Wailing Woman.  For more on how these names came about, click here.

 

 

LIVING WITH A DIFFERENCE – PEEING ON A STICK!

 

Peeing on a stick, how complicated could that be?  Well for one, I can’t quite pee the way the stick chick in the illustration does it.  Her stream looks to be one foot long and steady as she goes… mine…not so much.  

 

I first try my normal position with my legs at the ten and two position but that produces a shower.  So I rise to my gas station commando stance but I’ve already relieved too much and I’m chasing the small bursts with the stick until it seems completely wet.  Well that experience sure didn’t seem to be clear, it wasn’t blue nor was it easy. 

 

What?  Negative.  No, I just knew I was pregnant.  I felt it.  So I got a cup and peed into it (much easier for me) and dipped the second stick (the double pack was on sale).   J  Apparently the first stick didn’t get soaked with the hormone because this time it was CLEAR…I was pregnant!!!!!!

 

Hungry Husband and I can’t keep secrets very well.  Especially when the news is good so we drove to my parent’s house and then to his mom’s house spreading the glorious news.  After two years of trying we were going to have our first child. 

 

I felt pretty healthy during my pregnancy.  We got up nearly every week day and walked one to three miles before work.  I had quit smoking and popped the prenatals.  We continued to compete in CW dance competitions until I was at the fifth month.  At 39, I still felt WAS young even though I was officially in the “at risk” zone of having a child.  I enjoyed the pregnancy and marveled how my body changed.  The doctor gave me a leave of absence five weeks before my due date because of swelling but apparently I didn’t have preeclampsia. 

 

Fast forward two weeks, my water breaks, emergency C section because he was big and breach.  “I see a boy butt,” the nurse exclaimed.  We were elated!  We missed the low Apgar numbers being tossed across the room.  But the numbers were always going up and eventually everyone was happy.   He peed on one nurse and she jokingly lamented about being peed on.  She even wrote about it on the Apgar card (a souvenir).  Aren’t we the lucky ones, to know he took his first whiz at 11:04 pm on his birthday!?!?!  Now HE would be showing ME how to pee in a stream and hit the target!

 

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From Mercedes

Posted by thecanvasgrey on April 22, 2008

Thank you so much Mercedes!  The rainbow award is so beautiful and so are you! 

 

I count all my blog buddies as beautiful women.  Thank you for sharing yourselves with me and others.  If you would like to add these to your awards and link back to Mercedes or each other, please do so.  Gifts from the heart are true and pure!  Hugs, Deb

 

        

Once upon a time I could put these in my sidebar and now I’m confounded.  I need to get to work on so many things so for now they will remain here until I have time.  

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You make me feel so young…

Posted by thecanvasgrey on April 21, 2008

You make me feel like spring has sprung!

Thank you to Mercedes for putting a SPRING into my step!

The Cheer Me Up Award is passed on to:

Fighting Windmills

Randomability

Mary at her Writing Nook

Hawty McBloggy

Angie

 

Thanks to Mary for this award!  I’d like to pass it on to:

 

 

 

To everyone on Brain Waves!

Because you truly make my day!

 

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